My Journey to Awareness and Freedom

A Challenging Beginning

Was I lucky? Perhaps. Many miracles have graced my life, starting at the age of 16 when I discovered the teachings of Nicholas Roerich, the Living Ethics, and Helena Blavatsky’s The Secret Doctrine. Growing up in a challenging environment—a household shaped by alcoholism, unpredictable chaos, and a pervasive sense of helplessness—my soul yearned for change.

The Path to Esoteric Studies

Between the ages of 16 and 23, I immersed myself in the esoteric underground of Riga, engaging with many of its leading practitioners. I participated in various practices, circles, and camps, studying classical astrology and even teaching it at the Hamburg branch of the Astrological School in Riga. These years were marked by intense self-discovery and a search for meaning, as I sought to escape the confines of everyday life.

Love and a Turn of Fate

At 23, I fell deeply in love and found myself drawn to the Catholic Church. I obtained a catechism certificate and completed a course at the Catholic Institute. My future husband had aspirations of joining the Jesuit order, but I was determined to have him in my life. Despite his initial departure to the monastery, he returned months later, and we were married—a miracle I deeply believed would happen.

Unfortunately, our relationship began to deteriorate. Patterns of control, conflict, and abuse emerged, echoing the dynamics I had witnessed in my parents’ relationship. During this time, I completed a three-year design course at the Academy of Arts and earned a bachelor’s degree from the University of Latvia while exploring my passion for gardening and decoration.

Tragedy and Path to Healing

My life took a devastating turn when my 1.2-year-old daughter, Nika, passed away in my arms after four head surgeries caused by hydrocephalus, a condition that arose after vaccination. Witnessing her decline in the hospital was unbearable, and I made the decision to bring her home.

During this time, my then-husband withdrew emotionally, visiting us at the hospital only briefly before disappearing. After Nika’s death, my plea to the universe was so powerful that my life began to change in extraordinary ways.

Zhong Yuan Qigong and a New Beginning

I discovered Zhong Yuan Qigong and introduced it to my husband at the time. Together, we completed all four levels with Xu Mingtang and attended a retreat in Moscow. This journey brought me to a pivotal encounter with his student, Alla, who became a healer for my family and helped me make the difficult but necessary decision to divorce my husband.In 2007, after enduring nine years of marriage marked by infidelity and abuse, I started anew at 35. Using the knowledge I had accumulated, I manifested a new life—and a new partner. I met my second husband, a Swedish man, and together we moved first to Sweden and later to Cyprus, where we lived for over a decade. Our daughter was born in Sweden, and in 2020, we relocated to Bulgaria.

Education and Practice

During this chapter of my life, I deepened my studies, earning qualifications in coaching, theta-healing, art therapy, and aromatherapy. Over the years, I have worked with more than 3,000 clients, helping them achieve personal and professional growth.

Today, my work has evolved as I’ve come to understand that the most significant journey is the path out of the Matrix—a journey I now dedicate my website, my book, and my life’s work to.

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Conclusion

Every step of my journey has contributed to my personal growth and awareness. Today, I use the knowledge I’ve gained to help others on their paths toward health, well-being, and liberation. If you are seeking guidance or support in your journey, I am here to help you.